感想

你可以一个人在戏院看场戏吗？或一个人在餐厅吃饭。。

当每个人都有个伴或和一大帮人嘻嘻哈哈时，而你则默默地坐在一旁。。

我有些朋友是可以的，甚至受朋友影响，我有个时间不介意一个人吃饭。。可是，久而久之，那寂寞的感觉又出现了。。我总觉得一个人做事是很闷很孤单的，总觉得寂寞真的很难耐。。我好想有个人和我谈谈天，光吃饭太闷了。。可是，我并不介意一个人走街，哈哈，可能这个几率很低吧。。


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给一个叫男朋友的人，

我们在一起快4年了，时间过得感觉有时快有时慢。。
我们所经历过的事，浪费过得时间，一起哭过，一起笑过。。等等等等。。
你还记得吗？？
很高兴你还疼爱我，
我也很感激因为你也爱我的一切，我的家人，我的坏习惯。。
你是我的好朋友，好情人，有潜质的好老公。。
我时常和你说，如果有一天我俩便成了家人似的，我可能会放弃这段感情。。。
可是想想，我不是要找老公吗？
我寻找的，不是轰轰烈烈，不是什么海枯石烂的感情，当然也不是细水长流的爱情。。

我要的。。
是他可以永远疼爱我，忠于我，让我觉得他是可以和我有未来的人，笑哈哈的走完一辈子。。

BYE BYE S.YEE

Celebrating s.yee last day..

finally, off she goes to Australia while i am still suffocating and drowning with my workload.. so bored of it... anyway.. we went to Curve..

Had Kenny rogers and went to Laundry..

yes,, we drink and do our laundry...


joking.. Laundry is one of the pub located at the end of The Walk.. Sill..y eh.. I first thought Opera is a place for us to view opera. I didn't know it's a club.. so paiseh

Yen and Judy.. i asked everyone to wear nice nice.. end up i'm being the most normal person.. as usual.. they all give up at me already..

our very 'man' picture..

i look nice with my short hair..


got high even before i drink..
me and Judy.. sayang-ing her.. hehe.. did the most ridiculous thing today.. i tried to match her up with a fren of mine..well, not to say me as a matchmaker / cupid.. just want her to know more friends.. that's it!!!





group photo..

had great fun that day, nice job women!!!

21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/green-day-lyrics/21-guns-lyrics.html -]
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I




i can't get the embed version. Please get it here..
Please do listen ya..
i love this song first time I heard it, but just couldn't find the name of the song. I just discovered the song name few days back,,

Wake me up...

Hate being at home now..

Loneliness surrounded me and I just can’t stop thinking of grandma..

Sigh..

Can someone talk to me? Pull me out from grieve??

Slap me hard and wake me up..

Sungkai and Ipoh, Perak

I will make this post as short as possible.. more photos..


went to Sungkai and Ipoh last weekend , following RY and his uni friends..

Nice trip.. relaxing..

Friday(14 Jan 2011) to Sunday morning(16 Jan 2011)

Went there by taking bus, it was a rainy day~~~

Ipoh scenery, mountains..

Felda Residence Hot Springs, we rent a villa and stay 1 night there.. around RM1k plus per night.











Huge 'natural' jacuzzi at the backyard..

Hot Spring!!! super hot..

half cooked hairy leg..see the difference of the shades


for eggs..
water park.. water from mountain.. as told by ry..






Restaurant at Felda Residence

Lobby during night.. i have spoilt the photo..











View from G's apartment.. Ipoh









went to a famous (i'm assume) ipoh kuey teow ho fan soup restaurant.. as you can see.. this restaurant has many famous visitors.






In the train , on the way back seremban..

was late to take the train.. luckily train late too..

reading Paulo's book.. so far.. i am enjoying reading it..








Door can be easily open when the train is moving.. anyone can just kill themselves by jumping off the train




went to another coach to have coffee.. train's food coach..

my name