生日不开心。。

生日了。。

为什么会那么不开心呢？？

好沮丧的感觉。。这就是蓝吗？？

生日，一个人过的生日。。

一个毫无意义的生日，毫无目标的人生。。

现在的我，是多么的不开心，。。

有人可否知道？我的内心深处有多么不开心吗？？

好奇怪。。我那一天，，竟然对她有反感的感觉。。

这叫厌倦了吗？还是他重来都不了解我。。

还是

我重来救不了解自己所要的一切一切？？

祝我生日快乐

My birthday is just couple days ahead.. what is my dream? have any of my wishes came true?

I almost forgot the date or day of these several months..

grandma

still in midst of finding job.. (i presume)

Friends have been helping a lot in introducing some jobs for me.. i guess they are much more worried than i am.. being at home for almost 3 months and heard no news of me going out to work again..

i think i should find jobs more diligently..

ry's grandma passed away yesterday night, around 8 stg..

i feel sad, it reminds me of my grandma.. indeed, i still miss my grandma very much.. it still hurts when sometime i think about her, about her late years, when everything seems so bad to her.. i still feel guilty for not treating her good enough.. in her last few weeks, i've gone so tired and mad because grandma been waking me up all the midnights i have here in seremban..

grandma said she saw things, ask me to get rid of the green light that appearing beneath the bed, asking me who is the white little girl standing outside in our living room..

people have said that for those who are getting old and getting near to their death. they are actually able to sense or even see the 'third dimension' or should i put this in this way.. they can see ghost!

for whatever thing is,, i wish my grandma staying happily with her popular loud laughter and loud voice..

i miss her so dearly..

art and food today

went to art exhibition today..

didnt get to take photos.. =(

then went to shogun cause realized that tenji is no longer there.. so.. point is.. if u wana eat.. should eat asap.. shouldnt wait and wait.. see.. the whole shop closed!!

i know i love art so much cause i feel happy being at art exhibition.. =)

Big Bad Wolf book sale

See what i've got from the book sale..

my few year book supply, to enhance and enlighten me

tada~~

Been using this apps on facebook..

saved me from splurging on items like lomo or high tech camera..