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Okay, actually I got many things to blog about.. but a.. Currently in computer lab, photos are not with me.. Damn!! I have to wait for 2 hours for the next class..

Gv always, always go back to pj.. I always, always alone in the room and house.. Being alone makes me have much higher tendency to get depression…T___T o.. I do hope that she will get her problems solve quickly. It is such a complicated relationship. She asked me yesterday, how you make ry happy?
I told her proudly about my ways:
1. Make yourself look stupid, this can make him laugh.
2. Give him surprises, but not in the sense of monetary.. ( I got no money for him)
3. Always say I love you..
Then I asked her why you ask like that, she said the bf has been complaining that she doesn’t know how to make him happy. Sad thing..

Tv is a devil.. it’s a biggest mistake to put a television inside my room.. Once I got back home, I’ll on the tv and only switch it off before I want to sleep.. I did try to study and determine to off the tv for awhile. Somehow after 1 or 2 minutes, I on the tv again and throw my notes away..
Yesterday I even watched animal documentary, see how the fish get ‘orgasm’ and how they reproduce. I know they won’t get orgasm.. but looks like they are having orgasm. The male trout will open their fish mouth and eyes really big when they eject their sperms out. Their facial expressions look absolutely hilarious. And shows how they trying to avoid being eaten by their predators while busy fighting with other fish. Okay…

‘Malang tak berbau’.. I need to go for the scholarship interview on this Thursday. Freaking far and freaking scare.. Geez.. This means I have to skip my class again..

oo. I made myself a head bow.. I bought one purple red satin ribbon and a blue one with white polka dots. After browse the YouTube for several times, and finally found one perfect instruction on how to make a head bow. After finishing my head bow, i wear it and ask my mom’s opinion. She said I look like a mad girl. It will definitely catch people’s attention and since I’m a low profile person who hates attention. I plan to give it to my sister, who has a weird and outstanding sense in fashion. She study art, you know la.. art people always dare to wear anything in college.

will post some photos later..