lucky me..

New changes again..
Will go jogoya this Sunday..
^^

I was so happy fooling people yesterday..
Make me laugh..
Damn ‘lucky’ yesterday, finish gas when I wana start cooking..

ooo..
extremely tired..
I went for the scholarship interview today..
Such a complicated thing, I’ve got mess up..
I never knew that pj’s utar campus can be so so complicated..
There’s few faculty, PA, PB, PC, PD, PE, PF till PG..
Well, when they called and told me about which block to go..i don’t really pay attention coz I thought what the hell, I can simply ask people where is that place by the time I reach there..
Am suppose to go to the PD block where the DSA is..

Then go there by taxi, taxi driver got confused and he don’t really sure which place to go..
And when I’m in taxi only I know that, different faculty at different buildings, which means at different locations.. it’s like distributed within 1 big area..
I went to PB block, which then i realized I went to the wrong place, suppose to go to PD block. And it is freaking fucking far..

What to do!!!
I was so freaking scare, angry, tired, leg pain..
Start walking but no taxi available..

When I thought I’m gonna be late for the interview, when i am fully depress and mad at the same time..

Luckily there is UTAR bus..
Gosh.. I reached PD block 10 minutes before the exact time..
Thanks goodness..

Okay, overall the interview was easy, comfortable..
But I don’t think I can get, they only provide 2 scholarships..
I asked the interviewer directly and he said that there are candidates who didn’t apply for loans, so they might give priorities for those who really need the money..

Then I asked, why don’t they apply at the first time?
He said those candidates thought that they will have enough money to use, but then only realized they can’t cover the expenses..
Now I sense something fishy here, they don’t apply loans for 2 reasons.
their family can afford to pay their tuition fees and living expenses.
they don’t apply coz they don’t want to be burden by the loans when they graduate next time..


I don’t know how they judge it but let it be. It is good if they give the scholarships for those who in needy, but not to those who are wealthy but pretend to be poor.

I am very sure I can’t get.. Stiff competition. 20 candidates and only 2 can get the scholarships.