unhappy post

I cried in office today. Just some tears drop.

I am not happy working there.

I feel stupid and that makes me moody.

I feel like I am so stupid. Every time I asked senior some questions regarding the work, she will give me a huge sigh. And she will ask me back, what do you think?

All these things make me as if I am such an idiotic useless person as I couldn’t find the answers myself. That I keep on asking her questions, bothering her.

Sigh..

See pei said working is like that. No matter where I work, is still the same.

Hin gets a better place than me. Lesser workload, friendlier teammates, back home on time.

I must cope up with my job.

I must not feel useless and stupid.

I realize that without the social life makes me moody because my time is currently occupied by work. Hanging out with friends enables me to talk and laugh more.

I must finished my work faster so that I am able to go back home earlier!!!!

Go back home earlier = having social life = own activities = finish reading my books = no supper = sing karaoke until 4am