work

Work has been quite tough for me to handle. I don’t know if it is because I am not smart enough or fast enough or it is because of the company’s systems or even internet speed that caused my job to be so freaking slow.

Everyday, when I start working, adrenaline will start pumping, phone will start ringing, people will start sending e mails, screens will keep popping up. I feel like I can never finish clearing my emails. I feel scared to open my mail box, 100 over mails waiting for me everyday.

Sometimes, I just feel like giving up and go away.

Maybe this job is too tiring.

Maybe I am too stupid for this job.

I got pimples since I start working. When I was in uni last time, growth of pimples was never an issue, not even for once. Dark circles are getting darker, I am getting older. Had nightmares about me unable to finish my job.

i hate work life integration.

Think from a bright side.

Got work, got money.

Sigh..

Dear a…

I don’t want work already. Faster become rich and marry me and support me financially.

Your money is my money, my money is my money.

Hahahahahahah..

I know this will not happen in within few years time.