i am scared to...

Every time when I get to know that someone has broke up with their loved one, it gives me this unbearable miserable feeling.


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Things happened with no rights or wrongs. Any reasons can be the cause for their split.



Things happened and I can’t turn back the time. I blame myself for my reckless action, I blame myself for my selfishness, and I blame myself for not overcoming my loneliness.


Weaknesses engulf my own believes, my thoughts and myself.


I choose to put aside my rational thoughts when I need them the most.


I give myself excuses for the things that I have done.


I choose not to confront it.


I choose to run away.


I choose to become a loser.

All because I am so scared to …