Dream

Yesterday when i was in Ipoh, i dreamt of grandma..

Finally...

I was so happy because i can finally dream of her. I know it was a dream in that scene.. i have already accept the fact that she is gone.

first thing said to me is that.. " Do you wana follow me?"

yupe, my grandma blurted out whether I wana follow her.. you see, i know it's a dream so i say no.. i say grandma you go peacefully.. and i saw white fog behind her where she was standing..

then i remembered my brother once said that.. if i ever dream of grandma, please ask her the lottery number.. so i did!! grandma just give me 5 digits numbers..( i bought the numbers already, didn't come out..)

after that, grandma constantly appear in my dream that night.. i was having dream within dream..inception?? i told my siblings that i finally dreamt of grandma!! then i saw grandma was there with us..

grandma appear again in a scene where i was watching tv... then i asked her.. poh.. why ?? is there anything bad going to happen to our family? she didn't reply.. so i asked again.. is it auntie's family or our family? she replied yes when i say our family..

i got so emo the whole day after i dreamt of her.. i'm worry.. dream is just a dream.. please forget it..

still hoping that grandma lives happily in her world..