Hysterical, stupidity, laziness and horror

You can see my current mood and feeling through the title above..




The day after my exam, 28/4/09

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can’t believe it!!!!!!!!!

I screwed up in my exam………..

I never felt so miserable and helpless before…

One I totally can’t recall all the 4 sub topics- 12 marks
Another I did wrong answers – 12 marks
and another one I didn’t study that, but I crap, thought crapping couldn’t help much coz after that I found out that book has the particular sub topics…. 10 marks

Aaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh……..

T_______T

I feel like eating, eat eat and eat…

Eat to cover my fury…. Damn

Feel like eating fries, MCD’s large fries..

Feel like eating steak, sausages, meat, humongous burgers or maybe some desserts…*imagining*

Saliva secretion is going on now..

p/s: I had kfc at 11pm that night.. Bloody full

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Today, 30/4/09
Due to my stupidity in my earlier exam, I worried that the bloody result might lower down my overall gpa, so, I need to put more efforts in my other subjects..

Now studying for taxation, damn slow, 9 topics I only read 2 topics.. Currently stuck in the beginning of topic 3..

Exam on Saturday, so wish me luck…

o.. I hate taxation, with all the laws and exemptions.. With all the sections, paragraphs, cases, and amounts to remember…

geez, I really should do the tutorials and revision during the whole semester.

I am so not suppose to start study 3 days before main exam.

God, anyone, Jesus, Buddha, Allah, Satan, anyone!!!
Save me from hell……

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I had a nightmare..

ry told me that he has cancer and might die anytime after he go to uk this June…

I was so scare and worried in my dream and I planned to visit him in uk at the end of this year..

I scare that he will die and leave me alone.. T_____T

All right, back to my studies….

Section 4(e)
Derivation of pension
Gross income blah blah ……. (Section 17(1)).
Section 17(2) indicates…………
Schedule 6 states exemptions………..

going back sg long =(

the photo above is my sister's masterpiece... how nice, she is so free now,.. i assume that she is singing karaoke at this particular time.. while i am still struggling..

1 or 2 more hours I will go back to sg long..

A place with no internet connection,
A place where I have to cook myself,
A place where I have to wash clothes using own hands,
And a place where tenants are always not around…

I even suspected that there’s a ghost living in my house…or maybe in my room… yeah.. Too quiet till all my weird imaginations started to arise.. coz I took my own photo in my room and the photos turn out to be a bit weird… hhmmmm...



You know when I reached home, I actually said… I’m home!!! to nobody…

Sigh… really need to stay focus in my studies now.. final will start in within 4 days now…

Study !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Go study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I really really miss sri petaling.. I always went there during my study week.. I am staying here at seremban for the first time during my study week and I hate it…

Too many distractions, I am easily get distracted and easily get bored..

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my mom nagged me the other day.. coz I wear an ugly huge yellowish marathon T-shirt to ry’s house…

I knew it is always important on how i carry myself, how important is the appearance and so on…
And of course I know I’m supposed to wear a much nicer clothes to his house where his parents are all around…

But, but, don’t know how to explain… it was hot that day and I wanna wear a huge T shirt!! More comfortable…

I seriously don’t understand why he likes me by the way…
I am such a sloppy and lazy girl…

I know I can’t blog for few days and I will miss blogging…

IMU ball 2009

Last Sunday went for the IMu ball at J. w. marriott hotel which located at putrajaya there..

The time stated at the ticket there is 6pm till 11.30pm.

We reached a little bit early.. well.. way too early ..the ball officially started at 8pm… I’m suppose.. can went inside the hall around 7.45 but still many people standing outside taking photos..






Take some photos… in lady’s room. full length mirror .. i look stupid i know

Using ry as a camouflage.. my actual intention is to take photos of those pretty girls.. and of course with their long dresses..

one of the guy there is really cute..

long dress

long dress

As you can see the photos here… most of the girls wear long dress.. as what I have predicted…let just say that 80% of them wearing long, sexy, breathtaking dresses..

This is me in my boring mode or beh song face, went there too early..

interior of the hall

is me again..

me and siva

People never stop cam-whoring and taking photos of each other during that day..
Before the ball started, during and of course after the ball..

People standing in groups, waiting to/ taking turn and/ or in the process of taking photos…

I wanted to look at the performance, but they completely blocking our view.. can only see their ass.. sigh..i missed the sexy jazz dance presented by one of the prom queen nominees.

see how many girls wearing long dress

long dress again, with sari
I spotted one of the Indian or Punjabi girl is really pretty.. I am such a stalker..

MENU~~~~~~

Menu ~~~
Frankly speaking, I hate my main course; breast chicken is not tender at all…and the pea soup, and the homemade biscuits..

At least I like that caesar salad and the orange citrus sorbet..

CAESAR SALAD

pea soup

orange citrus sorbet with mint

ry's main course--roasted leg of lamb with tarragon jus

mine--- crumbed baked chicken with honey mustard

tiramisu

raj and ry

me again..

see!!! long dresses again

giri's gf, giri, ry and me!!

just came back

It’s 1.32 am now..
I just finished removing all the make up.. phew..
Couldn’t recognize me after the make up.. okay.. Maybe still looks like me.. but I never ever have this type of make up in my entire life…with the fake eye lashes somemore…

Hmmm.. yeah.. just came back from imu ball… at marriot hotel, putrajaya
It was okay for me… but but…

No dancing…
T___T
not enough space to dance, I guess..

Got free ticket to euphoria.. But… we have to head home instead of going clubbing… ry need to go back uni early morning tomorrow.. I mean few hours later…(even if he is free tml also can’t go clubbing, good boy needs to go back home early)

Prom king and prom queen… both from medic… guess imu has more medic students compare to pharmacists.. of course they will choose back their friends..

Anyway.. I met siva there.. huhuhu..
and finally I met raj, giri, and his gf.. sin yee..

gf: o hie, what’s ur name..
me: sin may..
gf: oo hie.. I’m sin yee…

tired tired…wanna go bath... So just briefly goes through… I’ll edit the photos later.. see when I’ll be free.. my edit is make the size og the pic smaller so that I can upload it to blogger… totally don’t know anything about photoshop..

bye~~~~~~

jogoya... finally

I know I’m a bit late posting the jogoya photos.. Actually nothing much really..

I went there, I eat till really full. More like eat till I wanna vomit and end up having a bigger tummy..

But really happy to hang out with friends.. Though all of them are guys.. but hey, they are bunch of otakus… read comics, play games, watch anime, most of their discussion are about games, games and nothing but games..



the term otaku refers to a fan of any particular theme, topic, or hobby. Common uses are anime otaku (a fan of anime ), cosplay otaku and manga otaku (a fan of Japanese comic books), pasokon otaku (personal computer geeks), gēmu otaku (playing video games), and wota (pronounced 'ota', previously referred to as "idol otaku") that are extreme fans of idols, heavily promoted singing girls. There are also tetsudō otaku or denshamania (railfans) or gunji otaku (military geeks). source from wikipedia



My friends!!!!

Wear like an otaku, live as an otaku and die as an otaku…

I feel like I am becoming one of them now…





The reason why I have more guys frens compare to girl frens coz…
My beloved Guys frens never see me as a girl and they will never treat me like a girl…

T____T

Sometimes I even tend to forget that skyler is a guy…

some meat stuff in crab shell

the 2 above are the VIP foods

latter one is the shark fin soup which taste nothing similar to shark fin soup

red wine..

Ry had different kinds of liquor that have really funny names..
Ak47, Wonderful, and others I couldn’t remember..

desserts!!!!!!!!!

cheesy cheesy

When I was just started to taste the very first bite, the guys start shouting..
oo!!! You gonna be fat!!! So fat!! Too much of cheese…

the crabs were still alive when I order them..

make me feel so guilty because indirectly I’m the killer..
but they taste so nice..

desmond, chee seng

from the left: unknown (chee woon's friend), chee woon and sze ming..

see!! reading comic somemore!!!

me trying to eat the kiwi and desmond's ass..

sze ming and ry...

half chee woon, coconut, sze ming with a V sign

chee seng with comic!!

desmond with his muachi..

pls excuse me..

I think someone wants to take that sexy mother’s photo..

final shot...
from the right: unknown's gf, unknown, chee woon, desmond

p/s: Desmond was so high on that night..
Non stop eating, and never stop shouting..
GOOD!! Very GOOD
(Referring to the foods and the girls there)