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Feeling cheerful cause hung out with henry and see pei just now..

A short break isn’t that bad for me..

It gives me strength and boost up my energy to face a more challenging tomorrow.

Watch The Crazies just now. Orang Gila..

It is in my gene that I'm scared to watch scary and ghost movies. And my friends who are all so brave and love to get shocked always choose scary movies and force me to watch. The common reason they use is they wana train me to be brave by watching scary movie.

Same old story line but I was petrified by several scenes.

Most of the time I used my hand to cover my eyes and try to peek what is going on in the movie. For the scenes that I have missed, I will ask my friend what happened just now??

SO, Henry and See Pei, no more scary movies for me okay??

sayang you two..

i miss my uni life.. super emo right now

frenssssssss

sky, sg long

little tiny stars using ultraman printed papers.. back in sg long..

back in sg long, i miss those days...

i miss my uni life and i hate working life..
i hate the stress..
i hate the workload..
i hate the office politic
i hate monday!!!

i am scared to...

Every time when I get to know that someone has broke up with their loved one, it gives me this unbearable miserable feeling.


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Things happened with no rights or wrongs. Any reasons can be the cause for their split.



Things happened and I can’t turn back the time. I blame myself for my reckless action, I blame myself for my selfishness, and I blame myself for not overcoming my loneliness.


Weaknesses engulf my own believes, my thoughts and myself.


I choose to put aside my rational thoughts when I need them the most.


I give myself excuses for the things that I have done.


I choose not to confront it.


I choose to run away.


I choose to become a loser.

All because I am so scared to …

Being fake is an alternative way

I felt sorry for her seeing her being treated in that way. She does not deserve this. Just because they don’t like the way she talks or whatever reasons, they shouldn’t treat her like that.

I understand the feelings of being shamed or getting insulted in front of other people.

I disagree with the way they talked about her, the way they treat her. But, what can I do.

I can’t just say.. “ hey you all are so bad. Should treat her nicer.. Shouldn’t do this, shouldn’t do that..”

Confirm the next minute I will become the next victim, right.

What can I do to make her feel happier?

What can I do to help her?

Can I cheer her up a little?

I hope she can forget things that she overheard. I have this feeling that she knows. She knows what is happening. She understands every time they start whispering behind her. she knows when another girl talk harshly to her.

Just hope that she doesn’t take the matter too seriously.

Life will be better in such way I guess.

You just can’t make everyone likes you.

happy mode

weekend!!!

i love weekend more than anything..

pictures..

food, food and food

enjoy my life to the fullest...

ikea and curve

happy day~~~~~~~~~~~

p/s: i went for yoga on thursday.. enjoy the feeling of stretching and sweating

badminton just now

went for badminton today..

my right arm is painful now, i can barely type smoothly...

so bored just now coz i don't know those people, and they are like so good in badminton while i have never exercise for like almost a year.

they are so good that they will represent the company for competition.

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so tired
so sleepy..
so full..

mixture of different mood

weekend is ahead of me..
sister's 21st birthday is on sunday..
must fully utilize and enjoy my weekend..
yippie..

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a happy photo during studying time..
so happy coz can always skip classes..

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damn it..
got many HUGE pimples because of the stupid job..
so stressful till i always have nightmares..
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sad face

today is tuesday

unrelated: i cut my hair on monday

My holidays have finally ended.

I went out with Gv today, she bought a lot of stuff whilst I got nothing. But I ate more than her. i have my breakfast plus lunch at 4 something!!! Poor me.. I was so convinced that I’m gonna faint while walking.

Anyway, I have my breakfast+ lunch at wong kok. We had our so called ‘tea break’ around 7pm something at Delicious. It was fun hanging out with her again, just like last time. How we used to skip classes just to go shopping. Hahaha.. Tomorrow will be a busy day, how nice if I’m still studying. coz I can skip classes anytime. I hate to wake up early in the morning, squeeze in the bus somemore.

Ya,, I saw this really nice skirt, but it is way too expensive for me. I scare that after I purchase it, I won’t wear. Having dilemma now.. Please help me..

Pray hard that tomorrow nothing extraordinary will happen.

I want a simple working life.

skirt that i'm in love with

iced mocha, cant finish it

apple crumble with ice cream

gv

drama queen

I have mentioned that my housemate’s friends are very complicated. Yesterday, Good Friday was the peak of the whole drama. Involving police and ambulance!!!

Well, I was enjoying my holiday sleeping at home. Then my boss called me saying that there’s an urgent case and asked me to find something. So need to start working, AT HOME!! Normal normal..

Then I heard a man and a woman started screaming and shouting at each other.

Right outside my room, luckily I always close my door.


FU** YOU!!!

YOU LIED TO ME!!!

DI* NEI!!! (fu** you)

&*^&*yhbJHguy%&^$&(

I have to admit that, it did scare the shit out of me. But I was too busy doing my job and I didn’t dare to go out and see.

Then when people are still shouting, my housemate knocks my door vigorously.

“Later when you heard anything, DO NOT COME OUT!!”

Later on, I heard 3 people screaming and fighting and the drama queen started to cry..


After quite sometime, everything back to normal.

Few hours later, my housemates knock on my door again. They need to bring me out because they were scared that incase anything happen in the house.

I asked them what happened.

Here comes the drama..
The drama queen likes to make up stories, a liar, and tries to make people fight. So when they confront her, she says no.

After some shouting, slapping and hitting..

Drama queen said.. You all want me to die only you all believe me right!!

She takes out a knife and cut herself on the hand.

Blood everywhere, they said.

BLA BLA BLA..
Housemate insists that this drama queen moved out tonight. She stayed in the living room, but she is rich people mind you. Long story.

Then we went out to give her time to pack and move out.

Tracking game has begun.


I hate to write so much , so I’ll make the story short.

Housemate managed to track the drama queen and friend’s exact location, we bring drama queen’s husband together with us. To make sure she goes back home.

Then when the husband appeared in front of her, they fought. Let's say it was the drama queen who shouted and started running away. The husband chased from behind,(more like walking I see).


Then 2 grown up man held the drama queen, she fought back trying to break free. Yelling at the top of her lungs, fighting to break herself free.

The situation was so crazy, strangers stopped by the roadside and watch. Got people so so keboh, they stopped their cars right beside our cars. Later on they stopped aside and came down and ask what happen.

Housemate called ambulance, which arrive 1 hour later. (coz her hand was bleeding)
Shell’s workers called the police.

So the thing is, I got home at 3 something in the morning thanks to her.

She refused to go to the hospital and her husband brought her to the clinic nearby.

one more thing, when those cops and ambulance arrived, she acted so normal and quiet and just sat inside the car. Exactly like a normal person.

We assume that she has mental problem, she got her own sad story. 3 siblings, all died in the same year in Hong Kong. She can’t accept the death of her step father as well.

End of story, I hate dramatic life.