我真的受傷了

expecting something fun

I have no idea why I have the urge to come back seremban this weekend. Maybe this weekend is the last few days for CNY. So I thought it will be much better to spend time with family instead of friends. After finished my work at 9.30pm on Friday, I went straight to take LRT, and then KTM back to seremban. As usual, I spent most of my precious hours in KTM. By the time I reached home, it was already 12.30 am. Taking the lift alone in midnight caused me starts to wonder, whether is there anyone floating behind me? Anyone or any ghost looking at me from top?

Now you know why RY always say that I have silly thoughts and I always think too much.

I was all alone, sitting there waiting for my brother to fetch me. I killed my time by staring at those KTM’s workers mopping floor, collecting rubbish.

Sigh..

When I reached home, both my sisters are not at home. One went Terengganu, one still in KL.

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I don’t know what to write. My life is now about work, work and nothing but work. Oo.. and drama soup.. I need to find something fun to do, something to balance up my social life, something that able to release my stress. But before that, I need to find some new friends.. Something like, I wana go Hi-tea, go water rafting, go travel!!!

I just got to know that my housemate’s friend’s ex boyfriend is a criminal wanted by police. I know, I may not know that criminal, but what if one day he came to find my housemate and starts to kill people!!! Haha..

being alone

I know you are hiding your feelings in front of us. I know you are holding back your tears when they asked you what the real reason is.

Being together for 3 years is quite a long period. Plus, you two have stayed together for the past 3 years. I understand the feeling of being alone, devastated and living in regrets. But, things happen for reason.

When one of the parties wants to let go the relationship, there must be a problem hidden in that relationship. Sometimes, it might not be right to drag the relationship. Yes, you will be truly lonely for months, as what people say, shorter period of pain is better than long period of pain.

There is no use for you to say sorry anymore. And please stop keep blaming yourself for things that happen. There is no right and wrong in love. You just want her to be happy. And we, as friends, we hope that you can overcome your pain.

I’ve tried my best to help. And I will still make myself available to help you go through this. Come, anything you can call me..

Hahahah..

What can I say is..

New life, new beginning.

For both of you.

Gathering

food and bunny

I don’t really have much things to write now.


I don’t wana talk about how frequent I eat high calories food and how often I have my supper.. can you imagine, 2 times of bak kut teh in 3 days.. of course you also eat other things like chu geok cou, and other kinds of stuff.



like Sunday morning, I had chocolates, potato chips, chocolate cookies, peanut cookies as my breakfast and snack during afternoon. At night, I had pork bat kut teh, mutton bat kut teh, dry mutton bat kut teh, and chu geok chou.. and a plate of vegetable, order vegetable because the pork dish was finished. O ya.. I tried ‘tauhu busuk’/ ‘smelly tauhu’ for the first time in my life.


1 word—smelly.



I ate few pieces but I don’t really like it..



Here are some of the answers that I obtain from my friends regarding the smell of the ‘smelly tauhu’

Friend who went hong kong and taste original ‘smelly tauhu’ says- it smells like a big bucket of clothes that are dirty, wet and never wash for 1 whole week.


Housemate- smelly tauhu smells like shit that have been left at a place for a week.


Me--- tauhu smells like drain water added with some rubbish.

However when you eat the tauhu, you won’t taste like as if you are eating rubbish because you eat with chili sauce.



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I know I am gaining weight, of course I know.. I am hell worry that I’ll become way to fat, then I’ll end up like a ballon.. I am short ady, then if become plus size. I can’t imagine…



No!!!!!!!!!!!


But the thing is, I did tell my housemates that I don’t wana go out and eat. they will manja me a bit then I’ll say okay okay let’s out..



Here, show you cute little fluffy bunny!!!

Bunny seems so fluffy and so round and so quiet…

But it gets really hyper during midnight. It jumps around in its cage.

I let the cage wide open hoping bunny can come out and jump around in the living room or maybe play with me for a while.. Somehow, it hides at the end corner of the cage fearing that I might eat him up like that..

It’s hair is so fluffy as if bunny got its own hairstyle like that..

1 side blonde, another side dark brown colour.

chubby face or too fluffy ??

no time to comb my hair

japan tradition

ry showed me the link..

must watch till the end.. funny..

m mamamamama
o totototototto

rubbish talks

Location: 1 Utama
object: Ziu Choy Mao (cat that brings prosperity and richness), wth, i don't know how to say..
observation: female cats got moles and wear jewelry..
their hands can move somemore.. come come come~~~




you see, i still look terrible.. anyone wanna go shopping with me?/


bunny!!!!

i feed him that day..


respect me finally coz i feed him..


this bunny really weird, the other day i asked my housemate/bunny owner to release the bunny for a while.. let the bunny has some freedom to jump around the house.. so when my housemate take him out, stupid bunny didn't move at all.

and next thing stupid bunny speedily jump back and hide inside the cage again..

maybe it feels more secure to stay inside a tiny little cage..