grumbing again... -_______-

Hurray!!

Today is Friday, tomorrow is Saturday, the day after tomorrow is Sunday..
Of course, this means I’ll be free..
Absolutely free..
Well, maybe still need to study for mid term..

All right, finally I can blog, you know how busy I was for this week??
Because of that anniversary, I force myself and used up my precious time to write a blog..
I mean I can spend the time doing my report and presentation, but instead I spend it in blogging..
Well, it is a must!!!
Second anniversary lehh!!! Once in a lifetime..

Ermm,, how to start.. you see, I mentioned that I need to go back my stpm cert right??
Wow.. You have no idea what I have been through..
Go here, go there, and go THERE..

Will talk about it later..
Name of the post would be THE JOURNEY TO GET BACK MY ORIGINAL STPM CERT..
Wahahha..

Ermm,, that what else??
Got exam lo, got presentation, got report to pass up..
Freaking exhausted, frustrated, sleepy, and half way gone hysterical..
Sigh, I have this ‘passion’ to do things last minute..
Bad habit!!
Bad bad habit..
Plus my bad luck,

Well, the case study got 5 questions right.. Then only got 4 people, so we draw lots, I think it has been a tradition or what, I always get the hard questions, if it is not the last question, then guarantee second last question.. Every time!! Seriously!! Why people always get first easy question, why I always get hard question!! Why? Why? I need to squeeze my brain and think, then crap, then think again, then crap more.

And for this assignment, I got 2 questions!!
My luck, my fate, my tradition..
My friend did only 1 page, I did 5 pages..
Stupid me..
Then no time to rest and eat, forget to eat..
When I went to class for presentation..
People kinda get shock by the way I look..
I look terrible, exhausted..

Then hor, gv was sick, then no people fetch means I got to walk to class..
Yesterday was my presentation, I need to walk to uni for my earlier classes, walk back home and change to formal clothes, then walk to uni, and walk back after finish class.. so freaking tired.. each time I walked about 18 minutes leh!! Can do the calculation how much time I spend in walking?? plus i was sweating like hell.. What a healthy lifestyle…
i thought i'm going to faint..

Got exam on friday some more

but anyway, I’m glad it’s all over now..

Okay!! Finish grumbling..
Sorry if you have to read this, I feel sorry for you..

p/s: i miss emoticons..

Happy 2nd anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes you act cute

sometimes i laugh oddly

sometimes you get high

sometimes i'm blur,well, maybe always blur

you gave me this kind of look

though i always bully you

examples, force you to stand still at 1 place and let me take your photo

let you finish all the yucky and unwanted foods

Somehow, we manage to maintain our relationship.

17/2/2009

this 100th post is exclusively reserved for that special someone.

happy 2nd anniversary!!

now, give you flying kisses..

catch!!!! catch!!!

extra love for you..

catch!! catch!!!

ghost also gives you kisses,

happy??

p/s: i love your present and your handmade card, its lovely...
p/s 2: gv asked me to behave coz i was acting strangely in front the web cam

going on and on and on...

Sigh..

Its 8.55pm, and I haven’t eat my dinner.

Hands are shaking, feet are cold, little bit of gastric pain..

Because I am too too hungry… but I ate few small pieces of cheesecakes ady.. T__T

Waiting for my roommate to come back, she went back pj at 7 and will back to here at 10pm.. gosh.. I need to wait again..

Tummy tummy, please be patient ok..

Hehe.. Why don’t I just grab something to eat instead of waiting here and starve to death??

First of all, I have had enough with instant noodles..

B-O-R-I-N-G

Then, I am too lazy to cook right now..

I just washed my clothes!! Sweating!!!

Third, I don’t want go out and eat alone..

Seems so lonely if eating alone, I rather starve than eating alone..


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my dear beloved sin may,

Why are you so lazy?? Always skip classes.. You haven’t started any revision. Haven’t start your bloody assignment.. Do something NOW or else you will truly regret by the end of this semester..

Please start to do something okay, teeny weeny parts of assignments or revise 1 chapters will help a lot..

Stop spending most of your time in front of that tv..

Okay?

Okay?

Okay??

Okayyyyyyyyyy?????????////

Yes sir!! Okay sir!!

O my gosh, too hungry till I have 2 twisted personalities…


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I took a passport photo today..

I think the result is this…

FREAKING UGLY TILL I MYSELF SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME

I am going to take my photos tomorrow

Shit..


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ggrhhhhh….

Need to go back to st paul and take my original stpm cert

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I’m scare.. I need someone to accompany me…

I don’t know why I feel scare and helpless..

I just need someone to be there with me..

But no one is free on that day.. =(

Need to skip class on Friday again..


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its 9.21 pm now..

Waiting.. Waiting.. Waiting…

Criticizing my ex

unrelated: Some people can be so inconsiderate. They just dump their rubbish in front of the lift and expect other people to throw for them. Maybe they think that oo.. I paid my maintenance fees, so they should throw for me la!!

Seriously, I really wonder why my friends’ love life can be so complicated. After the yam’s incident, still in the process, praying for a desirable result. As well as this friend and that friend and that friend, seems so complicated.

Love is blind. It makes people become stupid. Just like me, I still remember how bad my ex treated me. Yet I trusted him, believe all the things he said and all the reasons he gave. When think of it now, I’m kinda brainless during that time. Love makes me blind and stupid at the same time.

Example, I always found 2 cinema tickets in his closet, here’s the reasons he gave:
1.

oo. I went out with my niece that day, my aunt asked me to bring her out..
wahh.. the movie was so boring till I sleep at the cinema.

2.

My 2 group mates didn’t attend the group discussion, then other groupmates found
out that they went for movie, so these tickets are the prove to show that they
are lazy. I’m keeping it because I wana confront them later..

Am I that stupid, I actually believe what he said.
Even till when we break up, he still don’t want to tell me the reason why he wana break up.. yeah.. I got dumped.. I can’t say break up, I was waiting for him to say. I seriously suspect he got another gf.. That was also after we break up then only I realized.

There were signs showing he doesn’t love me anymore, just that I don’t believe those signs. Ignoring advices from my friends, trusted him 100%, listen to what he said, tried to become a better gf.

When things get worse each and everyday, I can only cry in the middle of the night. Seems like every day I’ll cry. Even my sister knows the differences in me. Moody, swollen eyes, sad face 24/7.

Stupid stupid cupid..

Luckily I now I got a better one. Someone who loves me the way I am, that’s most important right? Because you can just be yourself, never need to pretend to be someone else.

To ivan the evil,
Yes, I am childish. ( so what? I love cartoons and anime, I love to talk nonsense, I love to make people happy, i can be mature at the right time, you get it!!)

Yes, I am lazy. ( so what, I just love to lay on bed and do nothing, I love to sleep, so what, at least I got a better result than you right??)

Yes, I am dirty. ( I think you got some kind of OCD is it, better go see doc!! Seriously!! )

This was what I found over the internet,

People with OCD have repetitive obsessions and/or compulsions that cause anxiety. Everyone has unpleasant or obsessive thoughts occasionally; people with OCD can't ignore these thoughts.

He got the first obsessions. He always do the cleaning, 24/7/365

Obsessions can include:
1. thinking or feeling objects are dirty or are contaminated

2. doubts about doors being left unlocked and appliances being left switched on

3. concern over causing harm to others

4. unpleasant intrusive thoughts or images, especially about aggression or sex

5. an intense fear of making mistakes or behaving inappropriately, which can lead to indecision about simple things

6. pre-occupation with the ordering and arrangement of objects

7. repeating words or numbers in a specific way

Yes, I am conservative. (i know you can French kiss with your ordinary friend, but hell not me!! I can’t French kiss with my friends, that’s yucky!!)

Yes, I don’t know how to wear nicely. ( I like to wear clothes that I feel comfortable with, when I like the clothes, I will always wear it.)

Yes, I can speak mandarin, Cantonese, hakka, English and malay. (too bad I’m not the girl that you dream of-----a pure English speaking banana.)

So what, Im happy that i have someone who loves me the way I am.
Anyway, it just torture me because I still able to see you in uni. You know I had nightmares everytime I see you. And it is so so impolite for you to pretend not to know me at all. You sucks!!

hot juicy gossips here

How am I going to start here?
So many things to say..
So many juicy gossips to talk about…

Fake names are being used in order to protect the victims...

Gossip 1:
Serena and Bobo are best friends. And you know what, Serena and Bobo’s boy friend KISSED.. Not normal touch lips or touch check, but hot, long and tender kiss.

Well, they were a little bit drunk then hide at somewhere to kiss. Mandy saw it!! Mandy even saw them went into toilet together!!! O my god!! What they did inside the toilet when clubbing!!! And and and!! Mandy suspected that boy friend went to Serena’s house secretly. What they did?? No one knows…


Gossip 2:
This is the hot one.
here you go, mango plus yam ice-cream.

Yam and Mango have been together for 6 years. Yeah, 6 years, but it is an underground relationship. Yam’s parents don’t allow. You see, yam don’t have any feelings on Mango anymore, but she can’t break up with mango. Because mango don’t allowed, he got this ‘da nan ren’ thinking. He treats her as his wife.

Well, yam has been quite close with this new guy she met on an occasion. They enjoyed talking to each other at phone, texted each other quite frequently. They are nothing but just normal friends. Just that guy likes yam but yam knows that it is impossible for them to be together.

Everything was fine until mango realized yam is talking with another guy. How he finds out?? Maybe yam treated him colder or what, or is either yam’s sister or friend told him. No one admit of course..

So, this is what mango said when he demanded her to come out immediately to discuss.

Mango: you are a cheap cheap cheap cheap cheap cheap girl!!!
Mango: You are so educated but your behaviors are so uneducated!!
Mango: if you are not my cousin, I’ll slap you ady!!!
Mango: you sleep with me ady, how can you sleep with other guy!!! (not make love, just normal sleep)
Mango: why you talk with another guy, you know I don like it!!

Poor yam just sitting there quietly, she didn’t say anything or fight back because she knows it’s her fault. In order to prevent any unwanted things to happen, yam kept a small knife in her pocket. What will a guy do if he is freaking angry or out of control of the sudden?? He might take out a parang and chopped her into 18 pieces..

Okay, from the day he finds out the truth, mango started to show more of his love and care to yam. But of course, this is considered as spot check. He calls and texted her more frequently, and even come all the way just to buy her dinner.

At night, after they finished talking, he calls again after 2 minutes. After hang up the phone, he calls again!! What is this?? Checking her whether she got talk with that guy or not lo…

He is smart but she is smarter..
She of course got ways to talk with that guy..
hahha

now, the thing is, mango insist that he will tell yam’s mother that they have been courting for all these while. He wants to reserve her.. he wants her forever!!


Gossip 3:
This one pissed me off a little..
When i asked permission from you, you say yes, you say you will do this if can’t work out. But when I bought everything, then only you say no, I’m not going to do this, do it yourself.. What the?? My money being throw to the sea ady, will never ever come back..

I say fuck.
Ry say Diu

2009 cny

I have been quite busy hanging out with friends for this cny. Thursday go for f6 gathering, but skip the primary gathering. Then Friday afternoon for ixorians, night out for dinner and gamble at a pang’s house.. and other places not mentioned above..

I realized several facts after gather with friends for the past few days.

First thing first, f6 gathering, my sister realized that I’m the only girl whose wearing a t-shirt. Others maybe wear dress, turtle neck sleeveless shirt, and those feminine shirts la.. sighhh… makes me feel like a small kid only..

Then, dinner at don’t know what Da Di restaurant.. holy shit, the food was normal, exactly like you go for those Chinese wedding dinner that type. You have to wait for ages before the food appear on your table, then got “lang pun”, shark fin, fish, “Tong sui” those..

Normally wedding dinner got one dish they’ll serve us duck skin or pork skin something, then this restaurant quite ‘special’, *ahem* plus *cough*.. They give us fish cake topped with duck skin, half plate fish cake with duck skin, half plate fish cake with chicken skin, and the decoration was a chicken head.

RM338 or RM 388 per table, 9 people, got TAX somemore!!! Bloody expensive..

Then I realized something, all the girls there, of course except ME and a tomboy, all paint their finger nails nicely. I was wondering, ei?? must do nails during cny de ar?? Oooo…one thing one thing, I think she and she really are couples.. Both wearing couple t- shirt.. Quite close when gambling, okay.. Maybe its normal.. I don’t discriminate lesbians!! Hehe.. they look happy together, that’s fine.. =)

Gamble part,
1. at ching’s house, I lose RM8,
2. At a pang’s house, I won RM18, players win, a pang as the banker estimated himself lose RM300+
3. House, I won RM1… hahahha…

p/s : 1. I love gamble!!!
2. Should have take photos at other places too.. =(