happy new year

a brand new year is coming in 15 minutes..

i'm at home watching 'cloudy with a chance of meatballs'

mmm...

new year, new life, new hope

live life to the fullest, and live freely..

believe in yourself and have confidence

ignore what people think of you

you know who you are..

live whatever way you wanna have

enjoy every moment of your precious day

love and be love

happy new year, sin may!!!

what the hell

Kinda frustrated for the past few days, and this coming few weeks of course..

I never realize that finding a job with lucrative salary can be so difficult and exhausting..

I have been thinking whether I wana enter a medium size company or a MNC..

After going through a serious analysis about the pros and cons.. I came to this conclusion.. Money is pretty much important to me now.. So any job that can provide me a lucrative salary, I’ll go for it…

But it’s been killing me because I’ve been waiting for ages for people to call me for interview.. I hate the feelings of being pick by some sort of strangers..

It’s like I’m one of the tiny little fish in the Pacific Ocean waiting for my future owner to be able to notice me, pick me and finally choose me. And at the same time hoping that this future owner able to provide me an attractive offer so that I can live a good fish style..

Or it’s like I’m one of the prostitutes in Thailand waiting to be pick by customers…

There is this interview on coming Monday.. I checked their websites, call their contact numbers.. guess what? No websites are available, phone numbers have been cut.. So fishy.. still thinking wanna go for that interview or not…I’ll be going there alone, if anything happen no one can saves me… sigh..

Friends asked me to wait patiently as they waited for few months before they got their jobs. Why the hell am I so anxious??

Let me think.. mmmm…

• So that I can get a job before my mom has the chance to nag me..
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• So that I start my new life with something to do..
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• So that I can spend a lot.. hehe.. I think this would be my main purpose..
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• So that I can move out from the house and stays at kl or pj..
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• So that I can … able to apply 1 week leaves during June or July..

******

What’s wrong if I say something like damn it, what the hell, or even fuck?

I don’t see any problems arises..

Hin says I’m a girl, a girl not suppose to be so rude.. so I cannot say what the hell…

What the hell.. This job hunting is killing me!!!

What the hell, my eye is pain again, damn whatever reason that cause my eye to suffer now.

Whoops..

“a girl is not suppose to be so rude.. ”

人生

frustration during boxing day

Most people think they have no option but to settle for what life has shown them.


A few lucky ones know that they can change their lives and go searching for something better.

I am more like the go-with-the-flow type of person.

I don’t know what I want, but I know what I don’t want.

My life is currently at the vague state now, I just have to endure it..

Stay strong and be optimistic!!!!!!!!!!

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Yesterday was ‘boxing day’ in London, as what ry said..

Grab from Wikipedia

Boxing Day is a bank and public holiday in the United Kingdom, Australia, Canada, Switzerland, Germany, Greenland, New Zealand, Hong Kong, Nigeria and countries in the Commonwealth of Nations with a mainly Christian population.

In Canada, New Zealand, the United Kingdom, and some states of Australia, Boxing Day is primarily known as a shopping holiday, much as the United States treats the day after Thanksgiving. It is a time where shops have sales, often with dramatic price decreases. For many merchants, Boxing Day has become the day of the year with the greatest revenue.

The Boxing Day sales have the potential for customer stampedes, injuries and even fatalities.

Therefore

Boxing Day = Crazy Mega sales

He tried really hard to get me things that I want. It’s pretty hard to describe to him types of things that I want. And it is even harder for him to actually identify which is pretty and which is hideous.

For example, I want this particular type of jacket.

I tried to explain. He called me several times and asked what colour i want, what kinds of material, with buttons or with zipper and so forth. And I even asked him to observe what girls in London are wearing so hopefully he can get me a precise one. And I said I don’t want too expensive.. Because after convert to ringgit Malaysia sure very pricey. Very demanding I know..

However, he said he can’t find any…he worried that he might get something nice to him but ugly to me kind of stuff, which I will not like and I won’t wear.. So better play safe ya.. Bye bye to jacket.

speaking of zipper. check this out..


zipper tongue..


OUCHHH.....

Okay, back to me..

Then he mentioned that Topshop and Zara got sales..

So I asked him to get me a purse and some accessories…

Once again.. what colour you want? With buttons or zipper? How big is the purse? What bangles you want? How many? What is the size? What colour?

Once again, both of us get frustrated…

He is never the shopping kind of guy.. He said Topshop was so damn crowded, hot and stuffy inside..

After our moment of frustration, I complaint to my sisters saying that ry has no fashion sense at all.. I say he can’t get the description of things that I want and he gets so fussy because of the crowd. But I know I can’t blame him.. All guys that I know hate shopping.. Except my brother, he enjoys shopping more than me.

Then my sister said something that clears up my mind. “Ask him send you the picture la”

Stupid right? I admit!!! Because I am a ‘technology idiot’!!!! How could I never think of this before?

So I surf Topshop’s website, he send me the photos.. And I choose the colours which are shown in website…

…Close deal…

so I hope he will keep the purse until he comes back la… you know why? Sigh… remind me of my sad thing again..

Well, he bought me a bag as my birthday present and sends it back to Malaysia. However, god knows what had happen in the midway, the parcel gone. It had vanished into thin air without even me knowing what kind of bag it is..

I don’t wana curse people who had lost my parcel or curse anyone who has stolen it.. I believe in karma anyway.. perhaps person who is responsible for it might lost his or her parcel next time.. I am very polite and got manners, I don’t say bad things.. No no.. *cough*

Anyway, this is me, as bad luck as always.

Gosh… I hope I have fate with my new purse.

wisdom tooth

It is Christmas Eve!!

Some friends asked me to go lepak at malls, some said watch fireworks, some said hang out at kl and fetch me back to seremban..

I said I don’t wana go out.. I wana stay at home coz I hate the crowds..

Now here I am, watching pps.. Writing rubbish..

Ry is enjoying his holidays at London now.. He called everyday still.. mm.. Thinking about last year how we spent our Christmas eve trying food at different places..After that I went for my sister church for buffet..la la la~~

Sigh.. I miss him a lot..

Okay.. Today I have been a very good and caring sister as always.. I brought my sister to see dentist.. the other day her tooth was so tremendously painful till she wakes up at 5am in the morning and begged dad to bring her go see doctor. She explain the pain like..like… so painful till her legs are shaky..

sis's masterpiece about her evil tooth

Today dentist verify that sis needs to undergo a small surgery in order to get rid of her wisdom tooth..kinda disgusting.. They have to cut some of her gum, then even cut some of the bones..After the extraction of wisdom tooth, they need to sew back the stitches.. There will be some blood and pain of course..And the face will swells for several days..Need to use the ice bag to ease the pain...there will be some risk involve… coz the wisdom tooth is near some of the nerves and there is this slight possibility that half of her face will be numb forever..Sweats..

I even try to scare her that once the extraction occur, the blood will starts to burst out like water fountain..