Dealing with my new life

Few more days ry will fly to Scotland..

And we will soon start our long distanced relationship.. Gosh.. a new lifestyle..

Being single but not available…I need to prepare myself to learn how to maintain a long distanced relationship.. And most of all, to survive in this long distanced relationship..





I know that one year is not really a long period.. But duh, anything can happen within that one year.. Maybe he falls for someone else, or maybe we have contradict visions, maybe our love just faded within that one year.. All kinds of possibilities.. who knows..

It must be really lonely and miserable. I mean all these while I have someone being there for me, and all of the sudden, i get to do things all by myself..

I need to summon the independent side of me..

learn how to be alone..

I know it may be difficult, but I’ll try my best to make sure we can go through this..

I’m gonna miss how I force him to act retarded so that I can take his silly photos..

I’m gonna miss how I stuffed him with all my unwanted food..

I’m gonna miss our days spent together..

I’m gonna miss how he has to create/pretend to be a ‘imaginary friend’ to bright up my days..

I’m gonna miss how he acts cute/retarted/silly/brainless/total idiot in front of me..

I’m gonna miss the moment when he is hugging me..

I’m gonna miss everything!!!!!!!

I’m gonna miss you for sure..

千变万化

当你觉得心情不好的时候，很烦很暴躁的时候。。
望一望天空。。

你会发现世界是很美丽的。。

千变万化的云彩。。

棉花糖一般柔软的云朵。。

朝霞和晚霞。。

顿时，让你的烦恼消失得无影无踪。。

顿时，你会觉得人生其实可以很简单。。

lame

lame joke from ry..

this is a wave..

what is this?

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MICROWAVE

drawing lesson

So brainless this morning when my friend and I draw stupid things in msn…
Superb hilarious…
Both of our drawing skills are equally bad, well, mine little bit better than his lo…
Hahahaha…

TH’s masterpiece.. Don’t understand at all.. hahah.. He said he fart then I smell at behind.. Bloody…




Aiyah.. this one can’t really see.. TH eat shit.. Can’t see the shit clearly..




He’s a pig and he’s the culprit for H1N1..

Omg, we are so free and childish…



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Few days ago, I saw 2 transsexual sex workers standing at the roadside waiting for customers.. Well, usually you will see them wearing very sexy tops and mini skirts.. What I saw was a little bit different..

Malaysia is well known for its multi cultural and different ethnic.. ..
haha.. Guess what? I saw them wearing Punjabi suits/Indian dressing.. Was there any special festive celebration?

Or the theme for that day was—Punjabi night..
Give surprise for their beloved customers… *wink*

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Cheng hin the monkey,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So sad eh, you need to work during birthday..

there you go, your vanilla muffin.. hahhaa

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o o o o…
Twilight…
Always wonder why so many people worship this book…I saw ry reading the second book which is as thick as a dictionary.. -_________-’’
Is it very nice? Is the story line that captivating?

i watched the movie yesterday, hmmm… like that lo… not very special also wat… normal vampire story.. Maybe Edward is too hot for a vampire??? But my sister said he is too sissy in the movie coz they put too much powder on his face.. Damn it.. I know the ending ady, sister’s friend finished reading all the 4 books..

T________T

do not judge a book by its cover

Do not judge a book by its cover.

Seriously I met so many kind of people in all these years.. so many stories behind it.. And I learnt one thing from it.. do not judge a person based on his or her appearance, position, money status or whatsoever related..

There was this case, a shocking news..
There was this previous tenant in the place where I am staying now.. he moved out from the house then only I went in.. I don’t really knew him but my friend who used to be his ex housemate told us something about him..

From his appearance and from the way he talks, he looks independent and reliable.. Plus, he is a course representative for that year business administrative batch.. You just couldn’t think of anything terrible from him..

And what would you know, he is a stalker..


wolf in sheep's clothing

This guy shared a room with his friend.. then the friend’s girlfriend will come visit friend once in a while.. Probably few times per week.. But, the girl won’t stay overnight.. Maybe she just take a shower then go back..

So this stalker actually hide a digital camera inside the bathroom, somewhere on the ceiling there.. one thing smart about him, he can actually estimate when the girl will take her bath, and quickly set the recording mode before the girl went into bathroom..

How he get caught then??

He put all his private homemade videos in his thumb drive, together with his assignments and other stuff.. He pass his thumb drive to one of his group mates, and this curious group mate happens to open one of his file and view all his shocking homemade videos..

Curiosity kills a cat..
Curiosity kills a stalker..

This curious groupmate told that guy’s roommate and roommate moved out immediately.. They did report to police. But, police can’t catch him right away based on what in the thumb drive.. They need evidence.. Something like ‘tangkap basah’.. Need to catch him on the spot with the evidence..

So my friend said that, one day in afternoon.. Whole bunch of people came to their house.. my friend was a bit scare because there were few police officers and some uni students.. Policemen look pretty fierce and talk to that guy loudly..
2 policemen actually shout at him right at his face, saying ‘ada buat atau tidak??’ you got do it or not?

Meanwhile, 2 other guys went inside his room and search for evidence.. They even found out 2 other unknown victims among the videos.. Videos taken at other condominiums.. How shocking…

My friend actually asked that guy whether he did this thing or not.. coz she just couldn’t believe that he is that kind of person. That guy admit, he said yes.. then he kept on saying, they all want him to die.. why couldn’t give him a chance.. Keep saying they all want him to die..

Things got so big till his mom need to come all the way from penang just to help him.. His mom actually begged the victim not to take any legal action on him..

So in the end, the girl didn’t sue him.. And I think stalker’s girlfriend dumped him too. If I were his gf, I must be really devastated and disappointed.. I will always wonder why he did this?? He doesn’t love me all this while? Sad thing..

Too bad, I always trust people.. Will never think of how complicated that person is.. In the end, I’m the one who always get hurt.. so, need to be smarter and be alert…

cousin's wedding

What is wrong with blogger? I’ve upload the photos, couldn’t see photos but words and figures.. susah ni…


Went to kuantan just to attend my cousin sister’s wedding.. (my mom’s side)..
Hhmm.. never actually talk to my this cousin sister before, she is this quiet and shy type.. or because my aunt she talks too much till her daughters do not have the opportunity to talk.. my sister call this aunt.. M16… she can talk for several hours, mind you, she talks non stop.. no comma, no full stop.








My cousin in law, a funny and talkative guy..

He’s a vegetarian, yeah.. Means my cousin sister has to become a vegetarian too.. such a big sacrifice. Have to change to total different lifestyle. No more meat to eat.. like what people say, love is blind..





For the wedding tea ceremony, couples need to serve tea to the elderly to show their respect and to thank them for all these years… so touching, especially when the professional ‘dai kam jie’ say those touching thingy.. Like thanked the parents for bringing up such a wonderful daughter and blah blah.. Why am I being overly sentimental? I am not the one getting married also… T____T










Seriously, why ‘dai kam jie’ always required new married couples to kiss all the time.. Is it a compulsory anyway?









me before the wedding dinner..


sister acting cool


Since the cousin in law is a vegetarian, this means that the wedding dinner only consist of vegetables and flours… haha.. this would be the shark fin soup.. Totally different taste, but look so alike like the real shark fin soup…

That night also got ‘duck meat’, made of yam..
Got ‘butter prawn’ too..
And many others unknown food….



Cousin sister bring us to teluk cempedak, Kuantan’s most well known beach..
Okay la.. I went here almost every year..
first beach


Instead of just sitting at the beach, Our cousin in law invite me and my sister to climb all those rocks.. and we did it willingly. I love outdoor activities!!!

our rock climbing activity is over that place.. see?/


We went to this quiet place which located at second beach, and we did a little bit of climbing… he told us that there is a small natural fish spa in between the 2 gigantic rocks.. yeah, something like when you put your leg inside the water and the fish will come and kiss your feet.. too bad, time is running late and we need to postpone this activity (find natural fish spa) to next year.. Hopefully I am free next year during cny…




One thing for sure, Teluk Cempedak is so much better than Port Dickson.. Crystal clear water where fish can survive.. where the sea is save for you to swim..





This is when we know our cousin in law..

my love..

Hurray!!
Finally finished exam.. T____T
Physically and mentally exhausted for the past few weeks..
It’s over now!!!!!!!!!
Even if I fail my exam, don’t care la..
How to spend my holidays, that’s what matters now right. Of course, spend more time with my dear ..

Speaking of him, gosh.. what a surprise..



He went to sammantha’s birthday party the other day, and he came to find me right after the party.. how random is that!! it was a huge surprise for me..he even bought me mcd’s large fries!! At midnight!!

Anyway, he got lost in kl so he reached my place around 12 something..

I know I have always nag him saying that why he never gives me any surprises..
Well, he really should gives me more surprises from now on.. See, make me so happy, which indirectly makes me loves him and misses him even more..Though I dreamt about my first ex the other day.. Whoops.. I have no idea why I dreamt about him.. maybe I miss him, nehh.. More to curiosity I guess, I wonder how is his life now.. With how many kids by the way..

Curiosity kills a cat.

haha.. funny dream, secondary school background appear.. I was in the classroom sitting at the corner quietly..I saw his dark blue colour bag beside my seat, (with his name on it).. Then he came and sit right next to me.. I feel so shy and I don’t even dare to look at him..

so that’s my dream, with no conversation between us..

but turning my face away from him..

hahhaa..(Because I am a loyal person, I got ry ady so I don’t look at my ex!!) Joking..

so ridiculous that I still remember his bag. He’s a twin..i always couldn’t recognize the two of them, so I was forced to recognized their bags..my ex, which is the elder one uses a dark blue bag while the other twin uses a light blue bag..that was when before we got together..when you knew them longer, you will soon realized that there is a big difference between twins.

Anyway, back to my current love..

Ry got stuck in that stupid jpa camp, where people there trying their very best to brainwash those poor students. He might come back as a new person, more patriotic, less hatred toward Malaysia’s politic.. Poor thing, he has to wake up freaking early every day (5 am something) just to go for pendidikan moral class.

I miss him a lot!!!!!!!!!

I want hug hug!!!

Photosynthesis!!!

no topic for this

Sudden relief…
O wait, another exam on next Tuesday..

T____T
I have this strong feeling that I am going to fail my taxation..
Sigh.. the worst exam ever..


Anyway, my sis came over my place here on last Saturday, just after my taxation test..

she is so stupid.. She gone all the way to kl instead of sungai long.. then when she finally get the right direction, she got down at makhota cheras instead of sungai long..

make people worry like hell..

ahh.. but there is a smart thing about her.. hehe..

She helped me steal line…

as in now I am available to online ady!!! *happy*


but with condition, that particular line is only available from 9 or 10 am till 6 or 7pm.. I’m suppose it’s s shop or something…

I wonder whether Sunday I can online or not.. hmm..

drop dead tired.

I miss my dear..

o.. I’m going kuantan next Thursday.. Cousin’s wedding..
hmm.. What am i going to wear??

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why I got nothing to blog??
I feel like sleeping only..


i miss simpsons's spiderpig's song.. hahhahaa