look out point

The other day we went to look out point.. sadly, gv had to drive us there too.. coz mei ling and bf want to be alone in their car.. long story..

2 things happened there.. -______-

First thing first, I have no idea. Why can’t I take photo by myself..

Like, I want to have some of my individual photos.. lai ching helped me to take. Then the photos turn out to be very blur. So we thought it was skill problem, and then gv helped me to take. Same trouble occurs. My face was very blur. I swear to god I didn’t move at all..

Then winkee came and takes for me. Still the same thing happened.

After that, they tried to take their own individual photos.. There’s no problem for them.. I can see each and one of their photos taken nicely. Only I’m the left out one who couldn’t get any individual photo.

And stupid winkee said something, she said so creepy, as if I’ve been follow by ‘something’, so they couldn’t take my individual photos..

T_______________T

In the end, if I want to have my photos, I need to have someone beside me, then only my photo won’t look blur.

Believe It or not!!!

Second thing, this one cannot blame me..

Well, till now I don’t really understand my camera.. I mean I don’t really know where’s the setting is, how to find that setting and so forth..

So, when we take in a dark place, the camera suppose to flash.. simple function.

However, due to the ‘something’ following me, the flash couldn’t work at all.. or maybe I’ve choose another setting, so it couldn’t work. What the hell, just now can work, few minutes later can’t work. Bloody..

-____________- my life

mei ling’s bf tried to find the setting for me, then mei ling helped too. Everyone says why my camera so cheap, but they said it in a joking manner.(then I was thinking, it’s from ry)

(but seriously, this camera is very good for me ady, just i don't really know why i can't find the functions that i want.)

Then, both of them had some argument..

Gosh, they argue because of me!!

Because of my camera!!!

And it’s from ry!!!

So basically it’s ry’s fault, right dear?? hahahha

But of course they were okay, maybe after 20 minutes like that.. But then, I was still in shock, but my friends said it is normal to have some arguments between couples..

p/s: photos taken from facebook. I lazy wanna upload other photos

mamak fella, hulu langat and the stig

Yesterday night, when almost 12am, mei ling and me successfully persuade gv to bring us go mamak.. Freaking hungry, too hungry can’t sleep you see..

So, when we were eating, there was this black perdana stop at the front of the mamak.

The problem is, that car blocking gv’s car. Then he on his music extremely loud until everyone turns and looks at his car. Plus, that driver never comes out. So we thought maybe he’s waiting for friend or what. We couldn’t see through coz that fella tinted his car’s windows or windshield or what so ever.

Even after we finished eating and came near gv’s car, that driver still didn’t show any sign that he will go away. And I did something really brave, stupid and unexpected.

When my friends ady so scare and hide inside the car, I was thinking, okay, someone needs to ask that fella to move his car away.

So I daringly go near his car and started to knock at his car’s window. I saw there’s one person sleeping at the driver’s seat. I knock for several times, he still sleeping deadly there. I gave up then went inside our car. Gv had to do a ‘U turn’ in order to get out from there.

Finally, we have a conclusion.

Either he was drunk, sleeping or ‘high’ing (take drug).

Then I started to think,
“omg, that guy might got crazy then he might pull me inside his car and capture me.”

“Or he got offended and he might take out his parang inside his car and harm me.”

Sometimes, I did think too much.


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Hulu Langat, here I come!!

Okay, many people went there before, only I’m the kampong one, never been there before in my entire life.

Anyway, I’m the one who suggest it. We’re asking mei ling’s bf to fetch us there. Nothing particular there I guess.

We will just enjoy kl’s night view, have dinner, chat, laugh, take photos and tease each other.

Gv said she needs to wear nicely coz she wanna upload her photos in facebook.

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Ry told me one thing.

‘The Stig’ in the “Top Gear” show is actually
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Michael Schumacher

what a huge surprise!!!

happy birthday!!!! how old ady??

Happy birthday to that someone..

Please allow me to organize a virtual birthday party for you.. just the 2 of us attend it. No one else..

We will have your Scotland’s instant pizza, you just said that it taste really delicious, not the pizza hut’s pizza.

virtual Peach margarita

virtual fried chicken

virtual pudding

here you go, your virtual cream cake.. you can eat this whole cake by your own ady..

let's get your imagination started!!!

Happy Birthday!!!!

Happy birthday to you~~

Happy birthday to you~~

Happy birthday to you you you~~

Happy birthday to youuuuu~~~~~~~

hugs hugs...

no present for you

fasha=father

Extremely overly full..

I seriously need an ENO.

Ate too much of durian ady.. Dad bought 6 durians this morning, then at night he buy 4 more..

Too bad, ry hates durian, so I can’t really show off by eating in front of him.

I feel bit guilty, we don’t really celebrate father’s day. Well, we never actually celebrate before. It will definitely be awkward if we celebrate with him. I don’t know how to respond or react.

Anyway, 父亲节快乐。。

loads of love to my dad..

i see dead people

i see dead people

mad people like you!!!

I always assume that if someone really loves that person, so when the other half decided to end the relationship, no matter how pain is that someone, he or she will still let the other half go.

I was wrong..

Love can be mean too..

Some people will choose not to let them go. They will still assume that the other half still love them, still assume that everything can turn back the way it used to be. What is this? Cheating and manipulating own self?

How pathetic.

It is just causing much more pain to both parties.

I feel sorry for my friend. She tried to explain to him, that she doesn’t love him anymore. Still, he say, how could you do this to me? I spend so much money and time on you, if we break up then all these years will be wasted.

Even when she tell him directly face to face that she don’t want to marry him, he still thinks that the reason why she say like this is because she’s been threaten by her mom.

Why can’t he just accept the reality!!! So stubborn..

He is becoming a jerk now. He’s been telling all their relatives that she spend his money (excuse me!! You’re the one who willing to pay right? She never forced you to pay all the stuff right?? You’re the one who bought all the things without telling her right?)

You are the one who refuse to let her go okay!!!

He’s like trying to spoil her name. Letting everyone thinks that she’s a bad girl. Letting everyone thinks that she is such a cheap girl. OMG.. I hate him ady..

He is so mean to her. i was so afraid that he might take her life then only commit suicide.
Coz he said to her that, he will only let her go if he dies.

Then there’s this one time, he drives crazily fast.
He said, “I just feel like crashing my car, So that we can die together.”

How horrible is that!!

Now, I just hope that her crisis will end real soon. Hope is happening now.

Wish her good luck.

babbling

1. I’ve decided to stay at Sungai Long in this weekend. Maybe there’s nothing much I can do at Seremban. I would probably end up eating more and sleeping even more at home. No activities, no plans, nothing..

2. Studies are getting tougher and tougher nowadays.. I’ve been used to piling up my works since few semesters ago. Attitude that chooses to ignore problems and laziness caused my results to drop dramatically.

3. How pathetic. Sometimes I just got so frustrated by myself. Not knowing what I want, what I am capable of doing. This is just making me sick of myself and sometimes, hates myself.

4. Life is just so vague, unpredictable, vulnerable and fragile. You never know what is going to happen the next minute. Sometimes I think it is just better for us to know when we’re going to die. I mean not like fortune telling or what, more like you know you got some kind of serious illness that cannot be cure anymore. At least you are preparing for death; you can still do things that you have always wanted to do and tell people how much you love them.

Right?
If you die due to accident, you just leave the world like that.
Many things left undone.
Many words left untold.
Families and friends couldn’t accept your sudden death.
It is just so unbearable.
I still remember when I got the news about the sudden death of my friend, my mind went blank. The next thing I know, I was burst into tears.

5. Actually I’m not in a bad mood now; in fact I am quite happy chatting with my sister and her friend.Bao zi is so 38!!!!!!!!!!!

6. I am reading eclipse. Gosh, I have no idea why bella caused so many troubles, why can’t they just leave her. She is such a trouble maker. Oh.. she might just got killed and that’s it. End of story. Author couldn’t write anymore and no more income.

to my dear

There you go, leaving me alone in Malaysia..

=)

Without doubt I feel really excited for you, coz you are going oversea!!!
To Scotland!!
To Scotland!!

I know that you are much gloomier than me..

You know that we are going to stay apart, no matter how cheerless you are, we still going to separate for 1 year..

Cheer up my dear, everything will be just fine…

Enjoy your special one year..

Be tough
Independent
study hard
Socialize
And most of all, enjoy your life..

love you

Sigh..

First day of class..

So many assignments…

Horrible thing happen today..

I don’t want to tell, make me look useless only.. such a total mess.

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Hmm… actually I got quite some photos to upload. However, reducing the photos' size is complex n time consuming, I shall do it when I feel like doing it.. *showing peace*

I need to type fast coz I don’t know what time the owner will close his modem, bloody.. Different working hours everyday.. Sometimes work till 6 or 7pm, sometimes finish early..3 something.. I can’t really complain much since I’m stealing their line.

I miss my dear and I feel so gloomy coz he is leaving real soon..

I feel like crying when he went home yesterday.. okay, was kinda sad but not till crying.. Must show him some love..