missing some1

For the past few weekends at seremban, I had been to no where.

Just stay at home the whole day to watch season 1 of ugly betty and season 4 of criminal mind in pps..

I couldn’t take it anymore..

Gonna get crazy..

I am going to do something this weekend..

I need to have some fun, some entertainment

I need to go out…

Movies? Karaoke? Jogging? Shopping? Take some photos perhaps?

I couldn’t find a right person to go with me..

I miss jane very much, I miss going jogging with her.. And after our morning jog, we usually went to mamak for our breakfast.. How unhealthy..

Miss the days where we had our secret talk.. aawwww..

I miss when jane sing ‘little sin may’ to me.. *blush*

T_______________T

When are you coming back?? Can I reserve you for 1 day??

T_______T

please be sensitive

Why is it when someone is furious, why can’t they just try a little harder to control their anger?

Why must they show their dissatisfaction and sour face towards other people?

Why must they show it directly that they don’t like the other parties?

Wouldn’t you know that you all gonna stay together for sometime…

Be rational…

Take a deep breath before you talk it out loud.

Take a deep breath and use your limited brain cells to think before you start shouting at other people..

sorry to say but you really made a mistake, you can’t just blame others you know…

Don’t be so rude to others and so insensitive..

Cis…

I’m not asking you to wear a mask in order to make the opposite parties feel better or what.. It’s just that, before you take any action, please think of what other people will feel..

If you are doing your own business, it’s fine for you to not use your brain. However, if it is involving other people, please be more alert and sensitive..

Don’t just shout at people like a mad person.

I hope everything will be fine..

Wondering whether will she hates me too?

Though I think I am more like a third party in that situation. A third party who thinks that she or should I say the both of them had done something wrong.


shout out loud??

think of it first..

before you shout at people face..




aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the two of us.. ^^

Ry and i took some photos a day before he left to Scotland..

As usual, I like to snap stupid poses of his alone and/or our own.

besides, i am his sifu in posing stupid pose..

Since you have learnt it, you must always apply it to your daily life..

Why? why i like stupid photoss..

Coz it makes me smile or even laugh by the time I look at these photos..

And it works perfectly all the time..

Another reason for that stupid photos taking on that day, which probably due to the reason that I want the two of us had some laughter before he left rather than the two of us crying hysterically together..

Get ready for the stupidest photos you may have ever seen.

brain storming section

the only normal couple photo

we are looking at something..

big hug

mimicking master wong fei hong

have no idea what is this

neither do this

His reaction seems like he wana reveal some mankind's deepest secret or getting himself into some kind of ancient time zone..(With his curious face expression as you can see)

HHAHAHAHAH...
showing you..
our middle fingers

Of course, there are still other photos.. Like we were trying to learn how to make our big bun faces looks smaller in front of the camera. However, we ended up looking like two hungry ghosts begging for food.

p/s: my parents and grandma have been asking me something like whether ry still got contact me or not? Or like he got called you?? Why you two not webcam- ing or something..

I have this feeling that they scare I’ve been dumped..

Or they think ry has meeting someone else..

That’s what my grandma asked me last time..

ry got new gf there? Do you think he will meet someone new there and this and that..

So I just said, if he really meets someone else, I can’t do anything also wat, right??

Then my grandma say, ya, right also..

Honest student

Today I had finance mid term..

Before the exam started, lecturer left us in the room for a while..


Then I saw few guys who are sitting at the first row acting strangely, the one sitting nearest to the lecturer’s table trying to peek on the paper..


Immediately all of us knew it’s the exam paper.. So this guy take the paper, had a quick glance through the paper and started to tell people around him..


Words spread within seconds.. We even have extra time to list out what are the key points for that particular question. Of course you have to do things fast enough.


When lecturer returns, she then only realized that the exam papers were on the table.



Here’s the conversation.

Lecturer: ‘eh, I left my exam paper on table ar? I didn’t realized it.. You all realized it or not??’
Students: NOOOOOOO…. *was trying so hard not to laugh*

Look how innocent we are..




Lecturer must be able to see our honesty through our watery eyes, thank god she didn’t ask any further..


Okay.. I’m tired.. I gotta rest for a while..
Continue later..

new kaki

i am so excited because i found someone similar to me...



i'm gonna have so much fun !!!

i hope..

my new travel kaki...

another potential travel kaki is coming up soon..

my wallet has been stolen by some evil wicked person

Saddest thing happened…

T____T

My wallet has been stolen..

Sigh.. And I don’t even know where that evil minded person steal it..

Jusco or Tesco..

You see, Monday evening I went out with my sisters.. I didn’t want to bring my bag, so I just take the necessary things which are my cell phone and wallet. As usual, I don’t even want to take that 2 things and walk around, so I asked my sister to take for me.. She refuse to take the wallet coz she brings only small bag.. It’s too heavy for her kononnya..

Then we put my wallet inside the car, the car’s drawer or whatever..

So this early morning, when I was in rush to go back to sungai long..

I went inside the car, and open the car’s drawer.

It’s gone.
I thought my sister took it out for me, but I couldn’t remember that she got take it or whatsoever..

Since I’m at sg long now, my sister help me to find the wallet again and it’s really gone..

Disappear within the thin air..

Well, there’s not much money left inside my wallet, padan muka the evil thief steal little money from me.

However, my maybank ATM card gone with the wallet. Luckily I took out my public bank card before I left the car. *thank god*. Think later I need to go maybank to cancel the card, which is so bloody troublesome. And I worried that maybank might charge me an amount of money for losing the atm card.

And the thing is, my heart shape RM1 gone..

It’s ry’s present for our first month anniversary..

It’s gone!!!

Can’t believe this, there was this one time I dreamt that my wallet got snatched and I was running to get back my wallet just because of that heart shape RM1..

Now it’s really disappeared..

i am so in a bad mood now..

p/s : i don;t know whether i should use purse or wallet??
wallet is to put cards, coins and cash..
but i heard people said before that wallet is for men while purse for women.
whatever . damn

my bubble gum

put in some coins ..
turn the token
nothing come out
tesco cheat me..

my bubble gum~~~

these few days

Serious haze is happening in sungai long too.. Making me sick..T___T

cheng hin and my bro said that they can’t even see klcc nowadays due to the haze..

Imagine how sad I am, ry and his friends went to see dolphins while I get stuck in my room inhaling polluted air from outside the windows.

16 photos of me..

Bored of studies (a day before exam), tend to do brainless stuff to cheer myself up..

and of course, to show my dear that I am still alive!!!!

Speaking of my sickness, I have swollen gums again.. Damn it, don’t know how many days ago I got it too.. till now when every time I brush my teeth I’ve got to be really careful. Gum never stops bleeding.

Should I see dentist?

I’m scare of scaling..

I hate the scaling sound, hate those dentists who are not gentle enough and those who are not paying enough attention on me..

Cendol available.. I miss pasar’s cendol..

I feel so overjoyed to be home today..Was thinking of coming back seremban this week or not? Since I need to stay back on Saturday to do my assignment, I thought that maybe I should just stay at sungai long for just this weekend.

However, Friday night I was feeling sick, lonely, and got no one to talk to. A sense of loneliness is conquering me.. I hate to say this, but I got to admit that I miss ry even more especially during weekends. So immediately after we all finished our tv commercial (which was around 8 something) , I went back seremban directly. I didn’t eat anything since 12pm or 1pm.

And hell I am so happy to be home. I love my siblings. We went to dinner together, chat, and laugh together. I think I have been talking nonstop with them. I said let’s go jogging tomorrow morning, but they say it would be impossible for me to wake up in the early hours. Haha.. They know me so much..

Are you missing Malaysia delicacies?

tests in fb

Sin 剛玩完了 談戀愛的時候你會變成幾歲 ﹖ 心理測驗，結果是 1. 選「乾脆休息一天」的朋友一談戀愛你就變成…..【十歲左右的幼稚小學生】。

談戀愛就變成幼稚的你，腦袋只剩天真與單純的想法，小心上當！：這類型的人談了戀愛之後就換了一個腦袋，所有的想法、理性以及專業完全都忘光光，馬上就變成天真可愛的小學生，認為只要對方愛自己就好了，其餘一切都不重要。

Ry said it’s quite true.

Or maybe it is..

Ok.. I admit. I kinda retarded when we stay together. basically we will talk in baby languages.

And loads of we we and wa wa.. And wa bu be (from baby kururu, the anime character)
*shy*

And many more.. It’s a Secret..


Sin 剛玩完了 你有没有成为少奶奶的命？ 心理測驗，結果是 恭喜！你是天生贵妃命！

天生会嫁给有钱人的你，是天生的少奶奶贵妃命！注定成为上流社会的人！


Many years ago, my grandma helped me to ask the Chinese temple person about my future.. I think that person is the middleman /spokesperson for god or something.. okay..

That temple person said I might become a ‘siu lai lai’ /少奶奶/rich wife or ‘yi lai’/ 二奶/ second wife/mistress.

I always thought I will become the mistress.

During secondary school, I always tell my friends that, omg, omg, I’m gonna be someone else’s mistress. How? How?


Well, more like acknowledging them that they will have a friend who is gonna become some rich and old people’s mistress. Haha..


Wonder why I always think the negative way???

Haha.. Maybe coz I thought I have the tendency to love a mature and slightly middle-aged man. They look pretty reliable to me.

anyway, I bet rich people won’t even look at me. Coz I am not the elite ones.

And the rich guys that I know are totally useless, reckless, arrogant and brainless. If the dad stops giving them money, I can confirm that they will die of hunger.

pre convo photos

ent 2

I personally love this photo very much!! Seriously, both of us look great in this photo. one of gv’s classmate.

Actually, I am not really that close to him. We barely had any conversation before. Just feel like taking photo with him. He was passing by, then I shouted: ‘ I wanna take photo with chang wei’ *pointing at him at the same time*. Then he came near me, and says. ‘Okay, where you wana take?’

I think he looks nice in this g2000 blazer. Sigh, remind me of my dear’s blazer, I think he got cheated. His handmade one was so not suitable for him, seems huge to him. I have the urge to buy one for my dear. Hmm.. Think about it. Maybe few years later if we are still together.. oppss..

why? T_____T

limited guys in my class..

french kissing is going on...

生病了吗？？

我现在有一种好像过着似人非人的生活。。
好像被困在一个小房里。。被困在妹妹宿舍的房里。。
无阳光，无新鲜的空气。。
好闷热。。
可怜可怜


身体又变得不健康了。。
牙肉肿了几天。。
刷牙时，留了鲜红的血。。
眼睛又痛了几天。。
晚上难以入眠。。
发炎了吗？？
热气了吗？
生病了吗？？




撞墙算了。。。


发瘟算了。。



死翘翘了

.... sleepy...

It’s 1.23 am

I am so sleepy right now….

T_____________T

Waiting for someone to come back home,

Waiting……..

Waiting…………….

Waiting……….

Waiting……….

Waiting……………………….

Waiting…………………

Waiting just because I want to see him…

In the process of becoming china’S ‘国家之宝’

PANDA

may you rest in peace..

Yesterday night, I received a message from lay har which stated as this..

“Please help to tell all cvoon;s friends that the doctor had certified that his condition is not well and may pass away either by today or tomorrow due to brain damage. From cvoon;s brother.”

This early morning, I’ve got another text saying that he pass away this morning..

Sigh, life…


I still remember the last time I saw you, you were happily walking together with your gf.. I was so shock.. How come you with her?? Like since when you got a gf?? Funny.. When my mouth still widely open due to the since-when-you-start-dating, you came and say eh, hi sin may hi ren yung..

From the first day I knew that you got cancer, I was really shock and cry for you. Why you? You are so young, so active and friendly. You have a bright future ahead of you..

All this while, I’ve pray hard for you, getting your every latest news, hoping that one day, one day you will get back the life that belong to you..

I’m sorry I never came visit you since you got sick.. Maybe I am to scare to see you like this.. I scare I can’t take it. I scare I might cry in front of you.. =)

Another reason might be, I want to remember your chubby smiling face, your friendly personality, your talkative attitude…


I knew I am pessimistic and realistic, maybe I have already accept the fact that you might pass away anytime since the doctor gave up on you..

I read the news about you in newspaper just few days ago.. You said that you want to live. You were so brave and strong. I’m sure that you have inspire many people around you, including me.. =)

My Dear Chean Voon, May you rest in peace..